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Emily Elizabeth
07 May 2008 @ 05:41 pm


Blair's new car. love it.


his new hand out card... that he signs and gives to the little kiddy fans, and all his Lady fans.




the back says his website. (which is www.shoecrewracing.blogspot.com)

yay for race season!
 
 
Emily Elizabeth
30 April 2008 @ 08:23 am
things are better. not perfect but better.
 
 
Current Mood: busybusy
 
 
Emily Elizabeth
25 April 2008 @ 04:02 pm
i'm feeling like i'm constantly giving. always giving. always giving out. always giving in. all this giving is making me slowly feel like giving up.


Clients have me tapped on emotional strength.

The semster is over in 3 weeks. i'm taking 2 days off for myself the week that we have off. I'm going to a spa. I'm going gang busters, and it'll put a dent in my wallet, but at this point, i need someone to give back to me.

I need to be given the gift of relaxation, sleep, piece of mind, calmness, serenity. None of which i get by feeling that i'm always giving.


that is all for now. i'm uploading music onto my itunes. currently i'm loading the fotloose soundtrack - next is Mariah Carey - Daydream, her breakout CD.... old school baby.
 
 
Current Location: livingroom
Current Mood: draineddrained
 
 
Emily Elizabeth
24 April 2008 @ 08:24 am
12 clients at PLU, 7 at Good Samaritan, and more on the way. I'm a busy girl.
 
 
Current Mood: groggygroggy
 
 
Emily Elizabeth
18 March 2008 @ 10:31 pm

1. Where is your cell phone?     off

2. Where is your significant other?    TV

3. Your hair?   brownish

4. Your mother?   ugh.

5. Your father?   there.

6. Your favorite thing?  laughter

7. Your dream last night?   funky

8. Your favorite drink?   soda

9. Your dream/goal?   family

10. The room you're in?   bedroom

11. Your hobby?    school?

12. Your fear?  spiders

13. Where do you want to be in 6 years?   family

14. Where were you last night?   home.

15. What you're not?    sane.

16. Muffins?    yuck

17. One of your wish list items?  sunshine

18. Where you grew up? Shoreline

19. The last thing you did?  studied

20. What are you wearing?  sweatshirt

21. Your TV? on

22. Your pets? sleepy

23. Your computer? HP

24. Your life?  limbo

25. Your mood? blah

26. Missing someone? yes.

27. Your car? monster

28. Something you're not wearing? socks

29. Favorite store?  $

30. Your summer? blissful

31. Like someone? Boyfriend

32. Your favorite color? black

33. When is the last time you laughed? rcurrently

34. Last time you cried?  unknown

 

 
 
Current Mood: coldcold
 
 
Emily Elizabeth
18 March 2008 @ 10:23 pm
i have the flu.

it took 3 weeks to get it fully in bloom, but i offically have the flu.

The "Snius Flu" - meaning that it's all in my head/throat/sinuses, and not in my stomach.

Yay?

Flu.
 
 
Emily Elizabeth
27 February 2008 @ 07:42 am
if i didn't know better, i would think i have mono for how tired i am, but i'm guessing it is just from a weeks worth or terrible nights sleep.
 
 
Emily Elizabeth
23 February 2008 @ 07:39 pm
 why can't people just be honest with me? is there something about me that scares them away from being truthful?

Honestly, i want to know.
 
 
Current Mood: confusedconfused
 
 
Emily Elizabeth
21 February 2008 @ 04:26 am
Yes, you're reading the post time correctly, it's 4:26AM.

I can't sleep. I haven't slept through the night in 3 nights. I can't get to sleep, stay asleep or fall back to sleep once i am awake.

Thus, I'm screwed. I'm exhausted but my body/mind won't stop running a thousand miles a second, and i can't seem to turn it off.

I'm so annoyed I could cry.
 
 
Current Location: livingroom
Current Mood: awakeawake
Current Music: dead silence
 
 
Emily Elizabeth
06 February 2008 @ 10:16 pm


I have been so busy lately; I feel that I haven't given myself the proper time to write a post. I'm guessing I probably won't get it now either, but I’m attempting. 

Things have been so crazy the last month, I can’t believe it’s already February. I start classes back up a week from today. I can’t believe my J-Term break is coming to a close – not that it was a break.

Throughout the month I was attempting to clock in as many “face to face” therapy hours as I could to not only meet January’s quota, but catch back up from previous months of not meeting quota.

I am happy to say that I did! My hard work and devotion to harassing my therapy clients paid off, and in doing the math…. I clocked in 54.25 hours total for Jan. We were required to get 30 hours. Leaving me with 24.25 over quota. I was previous behind 21 hours, so, will my overage, I am now the proud owner of 3.25 hours extra for this month! We’re only required 28 hours this month due to the short month and with 5 hours under my belt (from Tuesday!) I am 8.25 hours on my way to being ahead again this month!

Now, let me explain. By “face to face” I mean, actual time spent in the therapy room, that time is counted toward quota, the paperwork time, call time, and schedule time is not. On average, “office time” tacks on an hour to every hour of actual therapy, therefore making the month of January total at 108.50 hour spent in/at/on the phone at the therapy office.

You may be thinking, 108.5 hours in a month is really nothing. If a person works 40 hours per week (like normal people), they would total 160. Keep in mind however, I also have a 15 hour per week job, which I am paid salary for, and I also clocked in some extra time this month to compensate for the upcoming chaos. Therefore making my “work time” and therapy total 168 hours. Okay. That’s normal. Now, here comes the tricky part. Starting next week, we tack on 4 hours of class per week, and at Least 10 hours of reading per week (and that’s on a light week), on top of working, and therapy. Whew. I’m already exhausted.

 

I’ve also joined the YMCA with Blair, and we’ve been going on a nightly basis. I’m trying to get into shape, and build my confidence back up. It’s been great, but also taxing because yet again it’s more time spent Doing something.

It’s been really difficult to organize my life so that I can manage my time, and figure out how to overcome my ever difficult OCD tendencies to want everything a certain way, and with Blair taking the reins on a great portion of those things it’s led to fights, or disagreements that I know I am/was overacting too, but, yet again, am I? I know I know, OCD Emily. I need to keep that in mind.

This week is about my self care. After devoting so much time to the program/therapy/work etc. I know that before next week I have to give myself some time to reboot. I was SO excited. Blair and I had decided to travel to his parent’s house in Yakima so that I could be out of this God forsaken city, and back on the country side that I enjoy. He would be able to work on his Truck (he got a new stereo for Christmas from his best friend), and work on his racecar.    However, with the pass expecting Another storm, and knowing that the last one dumped 6-8 feet of snow, AND knowing we need to be back on this side of the pass on Sunday afternoon means that depending on the storm we are possibly no longer going. (BOO!) We’ll see. We’re going to make that call tomorrow night.

B and I are great. He’s so understanding, and caring about me, how I am, and how we are. He is in tune – as corny as that may sound. Going to the gym with him has been great, it’s gotten us up off the couch, and more active, and I think it helps both of us realize that we’re not really communicating when we’re zoned out watching nothingness on the television. Or, I should say, we’re learning that. We still like to do it too.

So, things are good. I got my books for class, and I’m going to attempt to get the first few chapters read to minimize the stress, but overall, I’m trying to think about the moment as it comes, and just stay on top of my life the best I can.

 
 
Current Location: livingroom
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: bubble bobble